Less than a week went by before she and Kyle arranged to hang out again. They made plans for her to go over to his place when she finished work the following Thursday. She had hoped to get together on the Friday, but he already had plans. Typically, she didn’t like going out during the week as she had to be up early for work, but she decided to make an exception for Kyle. For good sex, it was worth bending the rules.
Earlier that week he had posted a funny Instagram story that read, “It’s not men vs. vibrators. It’s men 🤝 vibrators”. She laughed and commented about how much she approved of that sentiment. So, when they arranged their next rendezvous, she jokingly asked if she should bring hers, and was surprised when he replied, “Sure! Bring all the toys you want!” She only had the one vibrator, but she was intrigued by the idea of Kyle being open to using it on her, instead of being threatened by it. She also thought about what a great addition it would be to the sensory deprivation experience he had planned for her.
Thursday arrived and she made up some other lie to tell her parents about where she would be going after work instead of coming home. (Ahh, the life of a 30something year old teenager…) She had had a particularly rough day that day, so when she got to Kyle’s place she was still in a bit of a huff. He listened as she ranted a little bit upon arrival, but after a few minutes he looked at her and said, “Your day is done. You’re here now…” In that moment, their eyes locked. He pushed her up against the wall, kissing her strongly and deeply. Her troubles literally just melted away.
It wasn’t long before he took her to the bedroom, ordering her to lay on her back as he fetched all his sexy tools. First, he hand cuffed her. Unfortunately, there wasn’t anything to handcuff her to, but he told her to keep her arms resting above her head, and she did as she was told. Then he put a set of wireless earbuds in her ears and turned on a white-noise playlist. She couldn’t hear anything other than the sounds of waves crashing. It was soothing and exciting at the same time. Then, he pulled a black head band type thing over her eyes, and she was finally in full sensory deprivation mode.
She could feel his big, strong hands gently caressing her entire body. It sent chills up her spine. He tickled her upper thighs before spreading her legs and going in for some oral pleasure. She couldn’t believe how heightened her senses were. It felt like every tingle was amplified a hundred times over. Then all of a sudden, she felt the insane intensity from what she knew was her vibrator. A Magic Wand, to be specific.
She literally screamed. She hadn’t expected it, and he had also put it directly on her hot button which was more vibration than she was able to handle without warning. Kyle was a fast learner, though, and figured out pretty quickly what felt good for her, and what was too much. It was a feeling she had never experienced before. An intensity she could not compare. Coupled with her overwhelmingly heightened senses, her body was shaking and was overcome by pleasure.
When he could tell she was too overwhelmed, Kyle stopped with the wand and went back to manual. Then all of a sudden, her legs were thrown up beside her ears and he was inside her. It was another indescribable intensity that she couldn’t have ever imagined. He was going hard and deep and it was absolutely mind blowing. Earth shattering, even. Truly, one of the best sexual experiences she had ever had.
When they were done, the only thing left in tact were the handcuffs. The ear buds and blindfold had fallen off in all the commotion. He uncuffed her and she just collapsed into his arms. “Yeaahh…. my neighbours definitely heard us…” he laughed. She was mildly mortified. With the ear buds in, she hadn’t been able to control how loud she was. Woops!
After resting a while and regaining some strength, they shared some chips and salsa in bed. They had worked up quite an appetite. He also put on The Office in his attempt to prove to her it was better than Friends (Good luck, bro. #FRIENDS4eva!).
They only watched two episodes. She wanted to be home in somewhat good time as she did have a busy day ahead of her. Once she had put herself together again and was ready to head out, he kissed her goodbye. A kiss so passionate and intimate it made her toes curl. She could not have asked for a better Friends with Benefits experience and was already anticipating their next encounter.
The following evening, the Friday that Kyle had plans, she had been scrolling through Instagram when she saw a photo of him and his “primary”. Her stomach dropped. This girl was a cute, short, brunette with curly hair and a septum ring. His smile in the photo went from ear to ear. She felt uncomfortable looking at it. “No wonder he didn’t want to tell me what his plans were…” she thought as she opened Tinder to distract herself.
In theory, this whole “non-monogamous” thing of Kyle’s really didn’t bother her. She had been able to compartmentalize her relationship with him from his relationship with this other girl. But seeing her. Seeing them together. Seeing how happy he looked. It freaked her out. Did this girl actually really know what he was doing? Did this girl know about her? Did this girl know about the crazy hot sex she and Kyle had been having?
She thought about how she would feel if she were in this girl’s shoes. She would be fucking pissed! But then again, she really had no idea what this girl knew or didn’t know. Or how she felt. Or what her relationship with Kyle was like. She only knew what Kyle told her. And from what he had told her, everything was cool. Even the friend who had introduced them had confirmed that this girl was not his girlfriend.
This thing with Kyle was supposed to be fun, light, and casual. Obsessing over whether or not his girlfriend-not-girlfriend knew or didn’t know about her was not her definition of casual. She had to stop overthinking everything…